Your choice #FFT
We going on deployment tomorrow hopefully, I don’t care about shit no more like I used to. 6 months n shit maybe longer, idc… That’s IF we come back alive. Can’t do much but laugh about it. If I don’t…….well at least my mom won’t ever have to work again. All this talk about Korea dawg I don’t even care no more fuck Em. And everything else just became irrelevant af, ha niggas like us put our life in danger so loser ass retarted mothafuckas can sit and do the same bullshit they do everyday absolutely nothing! And I see mothafuckas bitching about going to school or having to do basic shit like fuck outta here. If y’all mothafuckas don’t do none of that what’s the worse that gone happen to you? Miss school and get a call home? Miss work and get fired ha like okay. The shit we do is without a choice. You can bitch about it but it ain’t gone change shit cause we still gone HAVE to do it cause we signed them papers. Clearing my mind of all bullshit cause I gotta have my head on straight for this.
This is way more accurate than most would think.
… the arch of the back, gripping anything within reach, my verbal reaction, sometimes silent, and I forget to breathe.
After the waves of pleasure subside I will remind you to breathe again, just before I take you back to that place and your world spins out of control once again.